The rain falls down. The whole is like that.
He couldn't write today. The creativity and motivation he had felt days ago had evaporated. He simply didn't want to. Everything suddenly seemed so difficult and laborious, not easy and flowing. But maybe that was exactly what he had to learn to overcome.
Writing a coherent story is a real challenge. Especially when you write every day and publish what you've written every day. After that, it couldn't be rewritten.
Or could he?
Basically, he could edit the Storyletters at any time. And the story could grow every day. And over the course of the year, he could edit and continue writing the story.
What he wrote every day didn't have to be perfect. No! It could just be good enough. And why did he even think that once written and published, what he had written was set in stone? He could change it.
And yet. Even with these new thoughts, something was wrong. Once again, he couldn't fully devote himself to writing. Once again, as before, the desire & the passion had been lost.
He didn't like these phases. He almost didn't write today.
He wanted to write every day, but was every day really possible?
Was that the right approach to take?
Or was it time to move on?
He wanted his stories to have a certain quality. He wanted to flesh out all the ideas that were going on in his head. It shouldn't just feel cobbled together. But that would mean he would have to stop writing every day and sit on a story for several days. That would mean giving up his streak.
Was that what he wanted?
Or was it the special thing to write every day?
He was confused about what was the right thing to do.
Bodhilama
is struggling.
These are the Letters of Bodhilama, a guy who lives in a time of transformation.
A guy who felt the urge to write, because nothing else made any sense.
A guy who is a student, teacher & creator of (wild)Planet108.
A solar punk finding his way on the game's journey of life.
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