Only Son

So you thought that I was done?

you thought i wasnt strong

when you threw me away, it was like handing me the gun

I was so sick of all the things that mattered

In the end, they all end up shattered

I'll piss you away lets watch what you become

Im creative crazy and complicated

imperfectly perfect thats how you made me

some people call me crazy, while most just hate me

Everything aggravates me.

No,  you cant save me

the hate motivates me 

i live my life on the run

emotions like a loaded gun

Am i the only one?

Am I  the only son?

Hell bent and i love it

I lust obtain and touch it

im a bit insane but i never said that i wasnt

I'm so  sick of all your excuses for why you abuse me

this time i walked away; next time you should probably run

creatively crazy at being complicated

imperfect is what you made me

The pain motivates me

the gift of rage you gave me

maybe it's what saves me

living my life on the run

 stairing down the barrel of a loaded gun

Am I the only One?

i am your only son

creative, crazy, and complicated

imperfectly perfect

is what you made me

 people say im crazy

Most just  fear and hate me

Am i the only one?

living my life on the run

Why didn't you love your son?

Hell bent, and i love it. I lusted after it, obtained it, and touched it.

Im a bit insane but i never claimed that i wasn't 

im so sick of all the excuses for why you hate me and abuse us

One day, you will pay for

 what you have done

another day, another dollar

A little boy needed a father

Did you make me just to hurt and forsake me?

All the things that you hated, see you created 

one day, you will feel the pain you gave your son 

Im a bit Crazy and Creative

but no more feelings of rage or hate for me

I found the creator to be the one true father, who

 raised me from the grave and every day i thank him

For the gift he gave, and I am so thankful that he saved me.

It seems the evil parts of me  was left in hell to burn

J Williams

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