July 27, 2022Ramblings: ChangeJuly 26th I am six days away from driving away from somewhere full of my hurts. My roots have been stubbornly stuck in, a weed attached to the pipes, and I’m afraid that if the roots are removed, the pipes will burst. I’m reaching a boiling point and I don’t know where it’s all going to go. I know...Read more
July 11, 2022NORTH STARi’m just an animal roaming the woods, aimless, staring up at the sky, trying to find my north star, trying to find my way home when i’ve lost the scent trail and the lay lines, when ive lost the paths in the ground and the land marks around me, when i can no longer recognize the woods i walk in as t...Read more
June 17, 2022Manufactured TruthI am not what you expect when you see someone like me. You expect people who can’t mask easily. You expect a stereotype. You expect something that doesn’t exist. You expect someone who doesn’t exist. You expect someone who can’t exist; someone who is in one piece, someone unfractured, not scattered ...Read more
June 13, 2022HOPEMarch 19th, 2022 Maybe I should have written diary entries — maybe it would have helped me work through the emotions, the turmoil, the maelstrom that lived inside me (and still does). I don’t think I had the foresight to keep a journal of this terrible time; does anyone go into the flames with how ...Read more
June 9, 2022SCRAPSI have spent a long time relying on scraps of praise from those who should have nourished my development and even more sparingly from myself — I think when no one provides what should be obvious, you just forget to do it yourself, and the little weevils\* in your head can’t always suffice. Do not b...Read more
June 3, 2022Tentative BeginningFirstly; the deepest & most sincere thank you to anyone who has subscribed, and to anyone who subscribes. Secondly, the first post is going to be an edited excerpt from the Pariah’s Journey; a long anthology type thing I’ve been working on. I do think some background in The Pariah’s Journey might be...Read more